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Aug. 10th, 2006 | 12:27 pm
location: Bloomsburg, Pennsylvania
mood: annoyedannoyed
music: this boy (the beatles)

Sometimes, the level of self-absorption at Shadow's Edge really astounds me. It's like, fucking Christ, people. Not everything in this world is about you. The level of just not getting it is a mind fuck, seriously. This post is filtered against all people in that game, so none of them can see it, but I am sorely tempted to open it up and make it public to them, just so that they could understand exactly what is going on. Basically, this is my message to SE. Not that they will ever see it.

Scratch that. You all can read it and make of it what you will.

For starters, I have been where you are, in some sense, before. Last year, someone that I considered myself very close to decided to cut me out of her life in a similar manner, by stopping replies to all emails and changing her journal name without telling me. So I speak from personal experience when I say it isn't that big of a deal. Yes, it hurts. It hurts a lot when you realize that someone that you were once close to doesn't want to be friends with you. But you guys at least had warning. You've had warning since at least May. At least. If you had put two and two together, you would have realized that this was coming from a long time ago. And, you're going to hate me for saying so, but in some ways, you deserved this.

I guess it all started in January, when Raphie decided to do some incredibly violent plot at Incertitude, which I willingly admit may have been a bit over the top, of which S disapproved. Not, I believe, that she had much of a place to. It only affected Raphie's characters, not S's, and the other people whom it affected (me, mostly) had already given her the go-ahead. Yes, it was disturbing, but that's life. S thought it would be appropriate to yell at Raphie and stop talking to her until Raphie ran all of her plots by S, to make sure they were appropriate. Put her on probabation, so to speak. Raphie was reluctant but agreed. This was the beginning of her beginning to feel controlled by S. Meanwhile, S began to start dating Joel, which all of us were okay with at first, but will figure in eventually.

At the same time, at SE, Raphie was dealing with Line and Lissa. Now, I don't feel as though I am in a place to have a personal beef with either of these girls, or anyone at SE, actually, because they've never been anything but nice to me. Or, well, reasonable to me. I can't say that I was met with extreme friendliness there, but I didn't really expect to be, so I'm okay with that. Line, in case you did not know, can be demanding and self-absorbed. She was constantly bugging Raphie to play with her, and she got seriously offended if your characters didn't get along with her pet character, Blaise. Blaise was mostly a vehicle for Line to worship her best friend, Lissa, through her character, Theodore. Apparently Line and Lissa were having marital friendship strains, the whole story of which I admit I am not privy to. Mostly, I always assumed it had to do with the two of them being too clingy. Line, apparently, felt that Lissa loved other people, S especially, more than her, especially after S and Lissa started shipping characters together. There was jealousy, Raphie got to hear Line dis S and Lissa, which she found annoying because she didn't really want to hear Line dis S, whom at that time she was very close to. Alternately, Lissa felt pressured to choose between S's and Line's characters (read: choose between S and Line), and used Raphie as a crutch, constantly requesting that they RP smut or other silly distractions. Raphie began to feel more and more alienated and strained. I sat through far too many conversations in which she said that she was sick of being in this position, but at the time, since it was mostly people being catty and talking about each other behind their backs, there didn't seem to be much of a solution to the problem besides throwing the whole thing out in the open which would just cause a big, ugly fight. So, Raphie put up with Line's whining about Lissa even though Line was quite frequently mean to her, and Lissa's neediness.

As I mentioned previously, S and Raphie were quite close at this time. They had been playing and talking together for more than half a year and pretty much openly admitted that they had things for each other. S, as I also mentioned previously, had recently gotten a boyfriend, whom she honestly at the time did not seem that interested in, so things were still okay. However, in February(ish), it came out in the open that there was stupid crush/backstabbing stuff not really worthy of explaining going on between Line and Evy, which hurt S emensely, because S was close to Evy. Raphie felt alienated by this, too, because S went to pretty strong means to control her and always commented that she worried Raphie loved other people more than her. Raphie felt that her very strong, almost worshipful feelings for Evy were a touch on the hypocritical side. So did I, to be honest, but I didn't say anything because, well, we all do hypocritical things from time to time, and I was on friendly terms with both S and Evy. As far as I am concerned, they are free to be close.

Then, S began to get closer to Joel, and Raphie and S's relationship became more and more strained. By spring, S and Joel were having sex, which Raphie honestly did not want to hear about. It flaired up her jealousy, and S made her feel as though she did not have the right to be jealous, even though S was extremely jealous and suspicious of Raphie's relationships with other people, especially myself and Moni. Basically, Raphie felt that S was being a hypocrite, and started to become more and more annoyed. S started spending more time out with Joel, which consequently made it harder for them to bond, which made Raphie more annoyed, all while constantly putting up with Line/Lissa stuff. She was fed up. Her attempts to stick up for herself weren't working. She wanted a break from SE, partially because she had a lot going on in RL, and said so and stopped posting. She got comments on her LJ demanding that she return and whining emails in return.

By this summer, she was sick of Line and Lissa. She was sick of S's jealousy and then turning around and doing things which made her jealous and her calling her interest in anime stupid and then rambling constantly about Doctor Who and Supernatural. She was sick of playing at SE, because she felt that her characters were just toys to help get off the other huge egos in the game. Instead of causing the huge drama that saying, "I'm leaving you all and I don't want to talk to you again," would have stirred up, she decided to leave. Quietly. She changed her email, her livejournal, and blocked all of SE from her screen names. This was, in part, due to the fact that she felt as though, if she were to attempt to say good-bye, she wouldn't have been allowed to, would have kept being sucked back in. I can see where she was coming from there. And you SE people are all understandably upset.

Maybe it's easy for me to defend what she did because I'm still friends with her. Because I have been watching her frustration for the past eight months and she put on a relatively happy face for all of you. But I don't think that what she did was the worst thing ever. Yes, you might compare what happened her to what happened with me and Malu, hell, I even did. But I don't think that's a fair comparison, because, unlike you, I did nothing to deserve that ditching. You did. Whether or not this was the best way to handle being mistreated... well, that's subjective. But she didn't do it out of spite. She did it for herself, and I applaud her for getting out of that. It's easy for me to stay at SE because I'm honestly not as emotionally invested as she was, or any of you are. Yes, I've been playing there for a year, but you guys, for the most part, have never been very open to me. I am very aware of my status as Raphie's friend. Now that Raphie's gone, that may make me a target, but whatever.

That all said, I don't have any place to hate you, and I did not say this to intend to hurt you. I know that, like I once did, you need to come to some sort of understanding as to why and how someone can just cut you loose. Like it or not, it happens all the time. If we knew each other in person, she would have just stopped answering your calls. Easy as that. It happens. Life goes on. You have to accept that if someone doesn't want you in their life, then you can't pull them back.

Yes, you can hate her. You don't have to forgive her, because she doesn't want to be forgiven by you. She is perfectly at terms with what she did. She actually thinks the fact that you hate her so much kind of funny... why don't you just move on and realize that she doesn't care for you anymore? You can even hate me for pointing out all of the things that you did wrong. I didn't do it out of hate. I don't hate any of you. In fact, I do care for some of you, you probably know who you are, and I don't want to hurt you. The rest of you whom I was never close to... I am passive towards you. I neither love nor hate you, therefore, I have no intent to hurt you. I could say much more hurtful things that would be equally honest, but I'm not going to, because that would be unnecessary.

I can understand that, after reading this, you wouldn't want me around. But the purpose in this wasn't to win you over, it was to basically bash you over the head. Raphie is gone, she never coming back, and she doesn't want your forgiveness. If you can understand that, you will stop hurting. Also, making cryptic posts about 'her' all the time doesn't help, either. Say it once, get it out, and move on with your life. That's what I did, and look at me. I'm okay.

I think I have always been the most reasonable person at SE, and I think that's part of why I don't belong there. If you want to ask me to leave your game and defriend me and stop talking to me, that's okay. I understand. I am, after all, a connection to her. It took me quite some time to open up to the idea that connections to Malu were not Malu herself, and to come to terms with loving people who she is close to. I honestly don't know if all of you are mature enough for that, which may sound rich to you worldly college students coming from a seventeen year old girl. But I honestly do think I'm more mature than you, because I see this situation for what it is.

All of that said, I'd prefer not to have to move my journal, too, seeing as I've been here at the_andorran for almost four years, so please try to keep evil commenting to a minium.

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yes is a pleasant country.

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from: the_andorran
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 05:51 pm (UTC)
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I'm confused, too...

RP seems to attract all sorts of weirdos, unfortunately, because it is fun.

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baby we could rock the night alone

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from: slumber
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 06:00 pm (UTC)
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You know, those are perfectly acceptable reasons for leaving. Let's concede that. Girls are bitches and girls bitch about each other, behind each other's backs, whatever. I understand that and I know you feel fed up by all this--in which case, let me remind you that this news is relatively new to everyone and while Raphie took eight months to let go of us, we're going to need just a few more days before she's out of our systems. Shit like this, trust me, needs heavy purging.

Answer me this, though, because this is the part that really interests me (and is also, incidentally, the only part of the whole thing that isn't mentioned in your post). Was there any need or reason for Raphie to have accused Line of hacking into her account? Because Hetty says Line didn't hack into her account, and that's weird, didn't RAPHIE use Hetty's belief as proof that Line did? And, what else, that she gave Line her password? Line doesn't even KNOW where she keeps those passwords, let alone care enough to hack into anyone's account.

I know I've spoken to you about this already, and I hadn't wished to speak to you in this manner, but since you've brought it out in the open anyway, well I couldn't leave yet another post one-sided. I AM sorry that you have to deal with this when you're not even remotely meant to care, however. I'm not expecting you to believe me, or to think what I think. Heck I'm not even contesting all of what Raphie's said because I wouldn't know about all of them, but her accusations remain. Tell me, Meg, how is that different from slander?

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from: the_andorran
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 06:14 pm (UTC)
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Okay, for starters, the hacking incident or lack thereof was not mentioned once in this post, so I think that this comment is kind of out of place. We've already talked about this, as you said, and I don't think that whether or not hacking took place is important. Line may have hacked, she may not have. I don't think Raphie cares anymore, if she cared enough to talk to any of you, she might recant what she said and admit that she was mistaken and that it was not Line, but someone else who hacked into her email and LJ. It could have been anyone, but, considering her knowledge of what happened to Hetty (which is mistaken but comes from somewhere, obviously, probably from things that Hetty said in the past) and the circumstances at the time, it seemed the most logical conclusion. Of course, though Hetty may say that Line is not computer saavy, and she may not be, if she were capable, despite what you say, she is exactly the sort of person who would hack into other people's accounts to see what they were saying about her. I would not have put it past her, which is why I didn't have trouble believing what Raphie said when she said she thought someone from SE might have hacked into her accounts.

That all said, whether or not these things are true or slander, and I believe most of them to be true, from what I have seen and heard, not just from Raphie but from other members of SE. This is the internet, what are you going to do? I can make a post saying that you have sex with baboons, and in the end, there's nothing you can do more than ask me to take it down.

I know that you're just trying to make things better, but your interfering isn't helping anybody. If you want them to feel better, tell them, like I did, to move on with their lives.

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baby we could rock the night alone

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from: slumber
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 06:42 pm (UTC)
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Of course, though Hetty may say that Line is not computer saavy, and she may not be, if she were capable, despite what you say, she is exactly the sort of person who would hack into other people's accounts to see what they were saying about her. I would not have put it past her, which is why I didn't have trouble believing what Raphie said when she said she thought someone from SE might have hacked into her accounts.

I can't change your opinion on this, can I, but you don't know her very well either, do you? Well I do, and I guess it's down to my word against yours, which in the internets, really doesn't count at all, unfortunately, but I do wish it said here and now, at any rate. I know her enough to know that she is both literally and by-principle incapable of sneaky tactics like that, and considering Raphie has her story wrong after all, she ought to at least take THIS responsibility to recant the hacking story.

I'm putting it in here even though it's not part of the post because it was part of Raphie's issues, and the one that I felt was most needlessly harmful to someone, especially as it isn't true. I'm not blaming you for being inclined to believe her, and you know what, let's give her the benefit of the doubt as well, but at LEAST could she have the decency to clear Line's name?

I know that you're just trying to make things better, but your interfering isn't helping anybody. If you want them to feel better, tell them, like I did, to move on with their lives.

Oh, was that what you were trying to do with this post? Because preferrably I think people ought to be allowed to feel hurt and angry and betrayed--I don't know how close you thought you were to Malu but S, despite everything, did love Raphie, and I think she ought to be allowed to grieve because you don't ever move on easily from anyone you love.

Again, you shouldn't be in this situation. I wish you weren't. But we're airing out the issues I want to clarify what I'm saying--unfortunately at 3 in the morning I don't know how very successful I'm being.

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that hypocritical tart.

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from: boho
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 06:57 pm (UTC)
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So I speak from personal experience when I say it isn't that big of a deal.

And it isn't, really. Yet in another way it is.


Meanwhile, S began to start dating Joel, which all of us were okay with at first, but will figure in eventually.

Gosh, I forgot we weren't allowed to date people we knew in ~*~rEaL lYpHe~*~!


and she got seriously offended if your characters didn't get along with her pet character, Blaise.

I've known Line over 2 years and in that time most of my characters have not got on with hers - this has never really offended her.


the whole story of which I admit I am not privy to.

And really, you've got a lot of your assumptions wrong. Yes, Line can get jealous but she wasn't as bothered as you're making out. Many people have shipped with Lissa other than Line, including myself. It's not taken as seriously as you seem to think.


Raphie got to hear Line dis S and Lissa, which she found annoying because she didn't really want to hear Line dis S,

She could have said something along those lines then?


Alternately, Lissa […] silly distractions.

She must have had a lot of crutches then, because I know for a fact that Raphie wasn't the only person she RP'd with like this at that time, in fact... at any time in the 2+ years I've known her. I can't comment on Lissa's feelings, and really, neither can you.


she said that she was sick […] cause a big, ugly fight.

Again, she had ample opportunity to say something about this. And things should have been thrown to the open, which, actually they were - well, to a certain number of us. Openness is how things are resolved!


and pretty much openly admitted that they had things for each other

To be fair Raphie seems to admit this to about everyone, and it's hard sometimes to tell where the truth starts and stops in these types of conversations.


between Line and Evy, which hurt S emensely, because S was close to Evy. Raphie felt alienated by this, too,

Oops, I also forgot you're only allowed to like/love/have loyalties to one person! Shit, my brain must be fried.


which Raphie honestly did not want to hear about.

Once again I'll say that pesky little thing about telling people you're not okay with what they're talking to you about.


She wanted a break from SE, […] in return.

I don't know anything about these emails/comments so I don't really feel I've a right to comment on them - but personally I've never had Line demanding me to return and I'm gone for months at a time.


She was sick of playing at SE, because she felt that her characters were just toys to help get off the other huge egos in the game.

I've had similar feelings.


she felt as though, if she were to attempt to say good-bye, she wouldn't have been allowed to, would have kept being sucked back in.

Untrue. At least for me. I respect people enough that they know what is best for them and to act on it.


But I don't think that what she did was the worst thing ever.

Ditto.


unlike you, I did nothing to deserve that ditching.

What did I do?


Now that Raphie's gone, that may make me a target, but whatever.

Not at all, but then again I'm not really in SE.


Life goes on. You have to accept that if someone doesn't want you in their life, then you can't pull them back.

Yeah I know. I don't want to pull her back, I guess I would have just liked a goodbye?


The rest of you whom I was never close to... I am passive towards you.

Ditto, love.


I think I have always been the most reasonable person at SE,

Let's agree to disagree on this one, right?


I honestly don't know if all […] this situation for what it is.


Meg, you seem to always think you're better than us (and everyone) at everything.

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that hypocritical tart.

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from: boho
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 06:57 pm (UTC)
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Right, okay. I'm never any good at these types of comments. I respect you for putting up this post publically and for clarifying a lot of issues. I do think you've missed the mark in a few cases, but none of us ever really see the full picture.

I've known Line & Lissa since before most people in SE, I lost touch with them for a while in 2004 though. I've found them, yes to sometimes be more obsessed with each others' love than they necessarily should have been - and I've said this to them, on more than one occassion. I always retain that honesty is pretty much the best policy (for reasons I don't want to go into now). Ask anyone and they'll say I'm wanky and argumentative I bet, but it's always because I disagree with something, don't like something and say so, and it blows up and over quickly. You don't really know Line (or Lissa) and so I have to say a bit of this post is really quite off putting for me.

I don't like the way you've dealt with some issues here, but y'know, everyone has a right to write and feel the way they do. You may not have meant to, but this post is quite viscious about some people - unecessarily so.

And here is where I be painfully honest - more so than I have been when talking this over so far. As much as I 'hate' Raphie right now, I also miss her. I feel hurt in a way. I know we've drifted, but I drifted from everyone because of some personal issues I don't want to get into here. I've always defended her, and really, never stopped loving her. I don't like all this latest drama, but there's always been drama with us, so hm. I wish she's have dealt with this another way. I don't mind at all that she needed to get away, it's happened before to me (and by me) and am sure it'll happen again. But there's always been a 'goodbye' or some sort of conclusion - never before have I had to have someone else tell me a friend has left because I'm such a bad person, and not even me, a group of us. I think that's partly what hurts the most. You know, from being in SE, I'm hardly there. I'm not hugely into RPGs these days, and haven't been for a long time - I'm more about real people than artificial characters, and to be put in with 'SE Evil Girls' irked me a little.

I don't know whether Raphie will see this, or even care - but I would like to offer her a genuine good luck. I do think she's a good person despite this latest fiasco, and do wish her the best in life.

I'm still full of a whole bunch of conflicting emotions, and can't fully digest this right now, I just wish Raphie had never had to feel this way. I will miss her.

My emotions are getting in the way of all this, as I said I'm still not clear or calm. I don't really think you should have been so vitriolic in this account though. And as Evy said, she's had 8 months we've had 2 days.

I don't think you really know any of us well enough to judge us. And in my case I admit this to being my fault - I have been standoffish with you, but I'm standoffish with a lot of people, and honestly your ego and self-righteousness utterly scares me and makes me fiercely distrustful of you. Sometimes I wonder if you've ever heard of humility. But that's just my personal opinion really.

God, sorry for the length!

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that hypocritical tart.

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from: boho
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 07:00 pm (UTC)
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oh, and hi, btw.

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yes is a pleasant country.

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from: the_andorran
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 07:18 pm (UTC)
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To be fair, I don't have anything against you, and none of this was directed towards you, mostly because you aren't really a part of SE anymore, and have not been for most of my duration there. My intent was not to be vicious, and I will admit that I don't know either Line or Lissa very well, which is probably part of why I am less sympathetic to them than I am to, say, S, whom I am undoubtedly closer to. And, I will also agree when you say that this post probably misses the mark in some instances. Since I do not know some members of SE as well as I could, and because I am more or less on Raphie's side in this, my judgment is somewhat clouded.

But the point of this was to explain her reasoning, not to present a fair and balanced look at what happened. A fair and balanced look at what has happened in SE over the years will probably never be possible, because most of us are so wound up in our feelings about it. I think I am more unbiased because I'm not terribly emotional about it, though, reading over this, it was said with some annoyance coming from the inability to let it go. I, too, wish that it had never come to this. I'm not here to discuss what Raphie did wrong. I'm sure you will do that more than enough over the next few days, and none of us are perfect. Raphie's way of handling the situation would not be my way of handling the situation. I would have been more confrontational, as you suggested, from the beginning, but what's done is done.

I'm sure that she will miss you and you will miss her, but if we kept the same people around all our lives, we'd never grow and learn.

As for what you said about me... though I have never been on intimate terms with you, Line, Lissa, or Evy, I have been watching you interact for more than a year, which I believe gives me at least some place to make judgments as to your behavior. They may not be completely accurate, but they are still perfectly sound and based upon things that I have seen, etc. I don't understand why you think that I have an ego, as most anyone that knows me would tell you that I'm not an arrogant or egotistical person at all, so I don't really know where you got that impression. It's easy for me to be self-righteous about the SE drama because I'm uninvolved, but we all have our faults.

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MRS. G.Weasley

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from: jap_exclamation
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 08:16 pm (UTC)
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I love you. You = totally my hero. Sorry, Ferdie. :*

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yes is a pleasant country.

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from: the_andorran
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 08:47 pm (UTC)
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Ferdinand is so disappointed, haha. :'(

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a writer now

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from: katshakespeare
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 08:24 pm (UTC)
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*hugs* RPG drama sucks. Believe me, been there.

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yes is a pleasant country.

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from: the_andorran
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 08:48 pm (UTC)
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Thanks, sugar. I think we've all seen it, and it sucks no matter what.

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tonight is yours, but tomorrow's for another guy

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from: veniceatsunset
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 08:50 pm (UTC)
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One question - do any of you actually know each other?

Okay, more than one question, but all are rhetorical: Are RPG's not just a fun game to engage in? Is it particularly necessary to go all Jealous Wife on someone you've never met? Is it anyone's business but Rachel's who she does and does not try to talk to?

Call me detached, but really, people. This is the goddamned internet. You've never even met each other. I can understand if all of a sudden your best RL friend won't talk to you and disappears. But, hello. Don't you have RL friends? A job? School? A life?

This entire situation is laughable. Not to say that if I was suddenly abandoned by Meg or Rachel or any other friend I wouldn't be upset, because I would. I would be absolutely devasted, because I care about them, but - shocker! - life does go on.

Thank God I just heard the entire story, otherwise I wouldn't feel right saying this, but the immaturity here astounds me. And this comes from a fifteen-year-old. Suck on that.

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that hypocritical tart.

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from: boho
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 10:28 pm (UTC)
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Hi, you addressed this to me so I'll answer. I'm Hetty, nice to meet you.

1. Sort of. In fact S should be living like, a mile away from me in a month.
2. Not at all. I'm not one of the 'jealous' people named though, so maybe my opinion on this doesn't count?
3. Strangely enough we do! :O Thanks for judging a bunch of people you don't know, though.
4. Ok, so you're okay to be upset if this happens, but we're not? Hello, hypocrisy!
5. This isn't the entire story, kthx. This is Raphie's side of events told through Meg.

:)

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the Queen of Melodrama & Irrationality

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from: thethirdbar
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 10:34 pm (UTC)
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do any of you actually know each other?

Yes, we do. And yes, life does go on. But you said yourself you'd be 'absolutely devastated' in the same situation, and I don't know about you, but devastation, to me, lasts more than the three days it takes to get used to the idea that she's gone and never coming back.

This thing makes me out as... a horrible person, basically, and the rest of us too, and we're not. None of us are. Sure, we can be a little self-absorbed and more than a little melodramatic, but the truth is that Raphie shares those traits just as completely as the rest of us, and that Raphie's side of the story is just as twisted and biased as any of ours is; moreso, it would appear, and you shouldn't just blindly believe or make your judgements based on any one side of it. You think you've heard the 'entire story' but that's impossible unless you were an impartial fly on the wall to every single conversation between all of us over the past two years.

Why is the fact that this is the internet relevant? If you've been friends with someone for three years, if you've been that close to them, regardless of whether it's on the internet or elsewhere, it hurts to discover that they were too cowardly to talk honestly to you, that all the times they told you they loved you didn't mean as much to them as they did to you, if they could just erase you from their lives, and I don't feel unjustified or immature in being hurt, regardless of anyone else's disdain for my feelings.

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Ezekiel

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from: sephielzero
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 11:06 pm (UTC)
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The whole 'mutual-ego-wankitude' thing is pretty much why I left SE ages and ages ago. I still miss playing Eddie though; there's few things as fun as playing a bitter, manipulative cripple who looks like Ed Norton.

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from: the_andorran
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 11:12 pm (UTC)
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I sometimes think of it as the SE circle jerk.

I'm going to miss it in some ways, I think. We always do. But I think... well. Yeah, this is the end at SE for me. Go us.

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yes is a pleasant country.

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from: the_andorran
date: Aug. 11th, 2006 03:49 am (UTC)
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Also, is that icon from Evil Dead?

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the Queen of Melodrama & Irrationality

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from: thethirdbar
date: Aug. 10th, 2006 11:10 pm (UTC)
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Also, randomly, I never called Raphie's interest in anime stupid, at least not in any serious context. What, anime is cool.

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Lullaby in my hand

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from: todaythesamesky
date: Aug. 11th, 2006 01:54 am (UTC)
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see icon.

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yes is a pleasant country.

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from: the_andorran
date: Aug. 11th, 2006 01:55 am (UTC)
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:D

Thank you, Moni.

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Vi veri veniversum vivus vici

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from: roseofrohan
date: Aug. 11th, 2006 03:21 am (UTC)
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When you started talking about 'Lissa', I thought you were talking about me for a second. :|

That aside, though, well said. I don't understand RPG drama and people who insist on making drama where none exists. It's just a f.ing game, people. Get over yourselves.

*applauds*

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What a sick and masochistic pair

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from: lindsical
date: Aug. 11th, 2006 11:19 pm (UTC)
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Here fucking here. Finally someone has said all the things I've wanted to say to Line, Lissa and S.

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the Queen of Melodrama & Irrationality

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from: thethirdbar
date: Aug. 13th, 2006 03:28 pm (UTC)
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i'm curious as to what i did to you that would make this your response to this post?

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